Currently thoughts Vol. 2: What I really want to be?
when I was a kid, I dreamed of being an interior designer. I always borrow books in the school library that is related to designing a house. I also dreamed (and always be) to be a model because I like wearing pretty clothes like what I have seen worn by a celebrity or a model.
Back then during high school days when my classmates and friends were excitedly preparing for an upcat, acet, ustet, la salle… name it all. None of those schools I didn’t even try. Guess what? Because I don’t know what course should I take. I personally want to take Multimedia Arts, but my parents don’t think I can do it. My father recommend me to take Tourism because I’m tall and they want me to be a Flight Attendant someday…..
I take it. I take an exam at FEU and got passed! After my first semester they ask me if I still want to change my course which I always wanted. (Multimedia Arts vs Tourism Management). To keep this long story short. I take my course as it is.
After graduation, I was thinking where should I be working? I have this indecisiveness thinking. (Kinda like to work and kinda like to study again ang gulo ko diba? :D) so I enrolled myself in a school that offers a short course — Multimedia Specialist video editor and special effects. I got enlightened in every lessons, I discovered new about editing videos, that I can apply. This industry really matter the creativeness of work, storytelling skills, imagination, pace and timing and a lot of HARDWORK! Actually, it is fun naman talaga editing but its all about hard work and of course the PASSION in it. This is my hobby since I was a teenager.
After the 10 session of my short course. Sa sobrang tambay ko sa house I got boring and started applying to different companies related and unrelated to my (4) year course. It nice to be hired on an unrelated job. It is possible as long as you are fit to them. Besides, having one is fine and the fact of being productive in a way. I just had the opportunity but its didn’t last. I’m currently hunting a job again and also to unleash my mind through all negative vibe or overly think on things that I’ve been and tryin’ to figure out the things that I should do to regain my confidence again.
Now, currently in Rated PG a.k.a Patay gutom mood Hahaha and seeing things in a positive way. Hoping and praying that something good will happen.
PS: My real drama here is I want to have a job first before becoming what I really wanted (v/blogger). Why? I want to gain knowledge from other people first and to experience the world of being in a corporate (sounds weird ba? Haha. Well this one in my wishlist eklabern ^^ that I want to fulfill first) before signing in into my dream.
How about you what’s your dream (job)?